Pegadonkey

My father passed quietly and hopefully without pain on March 8, 2008.  For myself, I draw strength in thinking he is free now. He's free of the pain, the worry, the fear, the doubts,  He's free of the ravage of cancer and old age.  He's renewed, the bonds and burdens of life are lifted.  The universe is his to explore, everything to to see and do...it's all his now.  He's free...but the price, the trade off is: I never get to see him again.  It's a high price, but one I have no choice but to accept.

My father, who turned 83 February 3 of this year, is dying.  Cancer.  It started in the lung, but was not found in time.  When it was finally found, it had already spread and is attached to his spine.  The decline seems to be rapid now.  Two months, the doctor said, maybe less, likely not more.  He was a strong man, vital and healthy well into late 70's and even as he turned 80.  I try to remember the strength.  I can't see him as much as I wish, my work keeps me 1500 miles from what used to be home.  I lack the resources to visit often, nor can I stay up there now.  To say the situation is painful would be an understatement.  I take small co

Soooo... I let the registration to Pegadonkey.com expire and someone took it..they're selling crap there.  Bloody pirates!  Anyway, I just bought Pegadonkey.net and some cool webhosting, so I'll have a nifty new site when I get around to it...